Reduction In Force
Job eliminiation
Layoff
Fired
After six years with my employer, I was let go yesterday. The only Personnel person at the company and they eliminated my job to outsource the Human Resources tasks. “There is no longer a position for you here at ATS” was the words used.
When I went to work for ATS it was solely owned by MDH who was a wonderful person to work for. I took the downgrade job as Administrative Assistant at a company of 20 employees as a stopgap money maker while continuing to search for another job. Swiftly my tasks grew as they learned I had more talent than the average individual. Two years ago at 50 employees MDH sold the company to the then VP and our lawyer who has since managed to run the company to the ground while financially making a killing for themselves. We went to 150 employees mid last year and then began a Reduction In Force. Moving the mission of the company from MDH’s main goal which was taking care of his ‘people’ to one of profit and … well, regretably I think that is their only concern.
ATS has been having a ‘Reduction In Force’ since October 2008. Slowly but surely letting go employees here and there. Yes, I had clues but I hung in there hoping to learn enough, work hard enough and prove myself needed beyond a doubt. The more learned the worst things got. Trying to discuss laws, best practices, etc. proved disasterous to a CEO, COO, and GM that wanted things done their way regardless of the effects on the employees or company moral.
The hardest part of yesterday was when Anne, Lari and Troy were saying goodbye and helping me pack my items. I cried then. Anne and Lari tried hard to convince me to go have a drink, but with 50 miles to drive home and emotional, I chose correctly and did not take them up on the offer.
In the past this would have spiraled into immediate depression, doubting myself, and frightened beyond the ability to reason propelling unreasonable action instead of well thought out plans.
With the support of friends like Anne, Lari, Flash, Amber, Crystal & Mikey yesterday afternoon there was no need for depression. Mikey took me to eat though eating was not really wanted. It was surprising to see my plate cleared! Belly full, two beers, laughs and giggles later I slept well. Until this writing nobody outside of work and those listed above knew.
How am I?
Considering the effect this would have had on me in the past, I am doing amazingly well! Somewhere along the way a measure of confidence and self security has been learned and instilled within.
Since the split and recent divorce with Lee, funds and posessions have been managed well leaving little or no reason for instant panic. Yes, I spent a lot, but everything is paid off and my debt load is managable. I’ll be okay.
On Monday I will attend an HR Roundtable networking seminar. The plan is to apply for unemployment, solidfy my resume, begin the search next week and sign up with temporary agencies.
With luck a job will be secured which will allow me to learn more and build on this choosen profession. In the meanwhile, I would covet your prayers and support.
